straight up

throughout my entire education, even until this period of time in my workplace, i have met a gazillion people, but none of them can be as irritating as a certain group.

one of my chinese high upper sec classmates. everytime i asked to copy his maths homework, because i couldn't follow and wanted to see his methods, he would refuse.

when i was in j1, this tutor also gave me the same reply when i asked him how to do the question: what do you think? i'm thinking like freaking hell im paying you to teach me and u dare ask me this question? then what? F OFF.

today history repeated itself. i asked a colleague how to do a certain thing and he simply refused to teach me. he said i should learn myself. come on ppl dont have background in programming and then no "it's very easy wad". yah u think u can learn to walk in days? not a chance. i'm not saying i refuse to learn. i just want to take it slow at my own pace. please don't throw me into the deep sea and ask me to swim.

i really am tempted to swear off right here right now. BUT

i shall not.