24 and prison break

these two fantastic tv dramas have taught me so much about life.

finishing 7 seasons of 24 and 4 of prison break is so emotional. it's like coming full circle. it's like at the end of your life, and you looking back at the defining moments. it's like finishing exams, or reading a book. books are especially so. u just want to flip each page and also read it properly to get to the end and know what's in store. when ure finally there, ure at a loss. suddenly there's like so much time, no more book to read, and the emo journey has finally ceased. it's like retirement. it's like servicing your car and not having a car for one day feels like not having it ever before.

but im really going to enjoy this hols. i wont complain abt boredom or miss the library. i wont even miss making money. because i'm kinda past all this. maybe i'm past this too fast. but growing up too fast is kinda like an insurance against winding up dead prematurely. so it's like been there, done that.

another random thought: is it better to lose your sight, or your hearing? i cant decide. but if push comes to shove, point a gun at me and i'll go for hearing - cos music is my life.